"You have officially entered the twilight zone!"
The speakers pounded with every word the deep voiced man spoke.
The PA system shut off making an echoed noise, it made my ears ring.
So there I stood, alone in the middle of a secluded area, in the middle of nowhere.
Not a person in sight or a building for miles -just myself, an open road and my own two legs. Where they were about to take me I had no idea, but for some reason I felt comfortable.
Somehow, not too long ago, I entered the twilight zone. The area where good and bad had a murky line drawn between them. Something about this area made me feel calm, and is still making me feel calm.
I'm at this point in my life right now where things just seem easy.
They really aren't... I've got friends and family I should be worrying about, grades that aren't at their best and so much charity work to keep up with.
But for some reason it's one of those moments where I've put everything aside and just kind of stopped and now I'm smelling the roses.
Quite delightful. They smell absolutely divine.
I just want to stay in this state of appreciation and relaxtion for .. well , forever! Could I please?
It's as if for the first time in a long time, I'm at peace with not just the world, but with myself.
I wish everyone I knew could experience this. It's as if I've drained all the negativity from my body. From writing, talking to people, baking and making art. I'm trusting fate and myself to make the future the best it can be, while not stressing about it. It's just so incredibly amazing.
Religion is a tricky subject, but right now, I feel like I should be thanking God.
Thank you God, and thank you world ♥ -you are quite a beautiful place.
The speakers pounded with every word the deep voiced man spoke.
The PA system shut off making an echoed noise, it made my ears ring.
So there I stood, alone in the middle of a secluded area, in the middle of nowhere.
Not a person in sight or a building for miles -just myself, an open road and my own two legs. Where they were about to take me I had no idea, but for some reason I felt comfortable.
Somehow, not too long ago, I entered the twilight zone. The area where good and bad had a murky line drawn between them. Something about this area made me feel calm, and is still making me feel calm.
I'm at this point in my life right now where things just seem easy.
They really aren't... I've got friends and family I should be worrying about, grades that aren't at their best and so much charity work to keep up with.
But for some reason it's one of those moments where I've put everything aside and just kind of stopped and now I'm smelling the roses.
Quite delightful. They smell absolutely divine.
I just want to stay in this state of appreciation and relaxtion for .. well , forever! Could I please?
It's as if for the first time in a long time, I'm at peace with not just the world, but with myself.
I wish everyone I knew could experience this. It's as if I've drained all the negativity from my body. From writing, talking to people, baking and making art. I'm trusting fate and myself to make the future the best it can be, while not stressing about it. It's just so incredibly amazing.
Religion is a tricky subject, but right now, I feel like I should be thanking God.
Thank you God, and thank you world ♥ -you are quite a beautiful place.
That is so terrific!Good for you girl, good for you!And yes, you can stay in this state of awareness as long as you dont let the BS of others derail you!I am so thrilled for you!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much! I hope you are doing very well :)
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