I don't know what this post is about.
I don't even know what's really going on right now.
My curtain is pink and alone.
The rain is coming down quite harshly.
I like it.
I like that I'm inside and warm.
The colourful flowers aren't real.
It's all synthesized. All of it.
Being alone can be a scary thing.
Truly terrifying.
I feel so hungry yet no matter how much I eat nothing fills me.
I don't even have a clue as to what I'm looking for.
I need to find this source that will replenish me.
I want to understand but I just can't.
I don't like these circumstances.
Confusion has taken over, slowly and subtly but surely.
My brain feels foggy.
Why do I have this song on my iPod? It's terrible..
I feel like I'm floating.
I feel like I'm not living, just existing at this exact moment.
I want it to end.
Wake me up.
I don't even know what's really going on right now.
My curtain is pink and alone.
The rain is coming down quite harshly.
I like it.
I like that I'm inside and warm.
The colourful flowers aren't real.
It's all synthesized. All of it.
Being alone can be a scary thing.
Truly terrifying.
I feel so hungry yet no matter how much I eat nothing fills me.
I don't even have a clue as to what I'm looking for.
I need to find this source that will replenish me.
I want to understand but I just can't.
I don't like these circumstances.
Confusion has taken over, slowly and subtly but surely.
My brain feels foggy.
Why do I have this song on my iPod? It's terrible..
I feel like I'm floating.
I feel like I'm not living, just existing at this exact moment.
I want it to end.
Wake me up.
Times like these will usually come about from time to time for all of us I do believe.Its not an easy place to be but I do believe it makes us stronger human beings.Maybe you can just take this event and use it to reflect on things as a whole and instead of trying to get "over" it just listen intently in the quietness of the mment and see if "life" is trying to tell you something important. And believe me dear these feelings will surely pass, they always do so hang in there and dont let all of lifes uneasiness ever get you down.I know its really hard a times trying to grow and learn but life will endow you with much wisdom as you experience things. Put a big smile on that beautiful face of yours and look life in the eye and just do the best you can!"HUGS"
ReplyDeleteI never thought to try and listen to the silence... Maybe next time I should and see where I go from there. An interesting proposition. Thank you very much for your kindness! All the best!
ReplyDeleteSilence is indeed golden my friend.I truly believe that all of the answers one seeks will be found when they enter that "stillness" and "quietness" of their deepest recesses of the mind.Its not easy getting ones ego out of the way and truly listen but if one does this from time to time Im sure they will find this life a lot easier and very profound.The best to you and yours my dear
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