Have You Ever?

No, not the game 'never have you ever', although it can be pretty amusing.

I am talking about 'Have You Ever' . Have you ever what?, is what you're probably wondering. 
I'm not making much sense, am I? Let me explain ...
Have you ever felt like you've run out of words? You understand what's going on around you but you aren't paying attention, to any of it . 
You feel really tired and emotionally drained . You feel like you're slowly breaking down and it's probably a good idea to let yourself crumble, but for some reason you can't give into that feeling ?
You aren't giving up, no, no, you are just taking a break; a little breather . Have you ever felt like that ? Like you're just moving along without a real goal ... you're floating ? You suddenly begin to truly see things in a different light . This light is a light that shows only the truth . You really dislike it, but in a sense you're glad it's there . Having that knowledge is what got you down, but it's also what's going to help you get back up and continue on . It's like getting knocked down wasn't the test, the true challenge is to see if you can get back up and find purpose . You know it's going to be hard because everyone lied- time does not heal all wounds . Time helps you slowly move on and become preoccupied with other things in your life, but time cannot heal your wounds -not a single one . It's sad to think of it that way and in that light, but it's the truth . It's when you learn something new but you wish you hadn't learned it so you hide it away and try to forget about it . It always comes back . Have you ever felt that?
That feeling of being in a dream and you don't know what's real . Like, when you're trying to remember if a certain memory was real or imagined . I'm sure you've felt that, right?


If you're still reading you can probably relate to this in a way of your own . You've got a past time in mind and it's bringing back some pretty strong emotions . 
So I'll ask again, Have You Ever ? ...